Powerful Beauty: I Am Beautiful, Because I Am with Kathleen Cross

by Bionic Beauty on 26.Nov.2010 · 5 comments

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I have been incredibly excited to share this week’s Powerful Beauty guest contributor… Kathleen Cross is the author of two Harper Collins novels, Skin DeepSkin Deep novel by Kathleen Cross and Schooling CarmenSchooling Carmen novel by Kathleen Cross. She has been a guest on numerous radio and television shows, including Oprah, Montel and Dr. Phil. In addition to being an acclaimed author, Kathleen is currently is the top writer for eDrugstore.md and has her own website KathleenCross.com.

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here is incredible power in being loved unconditionally. Love allows us to see ourselves as the beautiful creatures we are, and if we are open to the lesson, it will teach us what we are truly made of. I learned that from my former fiancé Todd, who knew that at forty-something I had plenty of internal and external flaws, and chose to focus instead on what he found beautiful in me.

Author novelist and guest speaker Kathleen Cross shares her idea of Powerful Beauty

Kathleen Cross shares Powerful Beauty ideas with fellow Bionic Beauties

In His Eyes
I am sweet marrow wrapped in angel’s flesh
strength’s elucidation of grace
I am stillness in motion, heaven and earth alloyed
I am the only goddess and he comes undone when I dance
I am alto now soprano then, aria in rhythmic breaths
lyric in silence, soloist and symphony abreast
I am the matchless voice and he lip syncs as I chant
I am sapphire
I speak watercolors
in my lover’s eyes
I shine

I penned those words after Todd informed me during an argument, “Don’t tell me not to put you on a pedestal. It’s my pedestal. I put you up there, and there’s nothing you can do or say to remove yourself, so just shine.”

The trouble with that kind of admiration is what can happen to you and your self-esteem if the admiration is suddenly withdrawn. Todd taught me that too when he drowned in the ocean trying to save a friend caught in a riptide. I was beyond devastated by the loss of my husband-to-be, and, lost in the dark fog of mourning I arrived at the conclusion that the only way something so terrible could happen to me is that I deserved it.

I deserved it. That one ugly thought burrowed itself deep, obliterating my self-esteem and leaving me unable to feel beautiful or worthy of love for many months to come. I retreated to a deep dark cave where I was sure my ugly self belonged, and I stayed there much too long.

A mohawked skater-dude in line with me at the bank has no idea he rescued me. Written on his t-shirt were the words, “Welcome to Earth, where ugly things happen to beautiful people.” I found a powerfully beautiful message in it for me.

We come to Earth beautiful. Beauty, like love, is our birthright. We don’t have to do anything to deserve it any more than we can do something to deserve those experiences we interpret as “ugly.” Earth is our pedestal and it is our right to shine here. Todd already knew what it took me a while to learn.

I am beautiful, because I am.

Kathleen’s words are absolutely incredible and emotionally moving. I received her contribution by email, read it, and it literally stunned me. I hope all the Bionic Beauties out there love it just as much as I do. ~Jami

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1 Robyn @ Hawaii November 26, 2010 at 10:12 pm

I could go on and on about this article, but I will try and make it sweet
and short. This article hit me hard, harder than all others. I have been
in a very similiar situation (walking in Kathleen’s slippers I guess you could say). Until something so devastating happens to one’s life, that
is when the real time of Reflection happens. It is one thing to be born beautiful on the outside, but it is a mere blessing. The inter beauty of one’s exsistence is what pulls you out shining through thick and thin.
Everyone has their “Own timing” we do not all react upon something at the same time. Healing inside is what really makes us 100% woman.
Spread kindness even though small tasks and deed’s, gifts, spreads
love through the air. Try it, be a part in making this a much better
world we live in.~~

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2 Tashi November 27, 2010 at 2:53 pm

Wow. Simply *beautiful*. 😀 Thank you, Kathleen, and thank you, Jami, for posting it.

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3 Bionic Beauty December 4, 2010 at 6:49 pm

I’m SO glad you all enjoyed this article as much as I did. It nearly brought me to tears and I passed it along to all my friends and family. Kathleen shared a wonderful story!

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4 maria leta February 18, 2012 at 9:45 am

Wow. Just, wow.

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